I find myself just starting to hate people and become bitter towards better looking people

So there’s this new pretty girl who got hired to do my job and it’s no surprise she’s immediately liked and accepted but the annoying thing is she doesn’t have to do the amount of work I do. She can stand around on her phone and no one says anything to her, yet people still greet her with respect and enthusiasm and when I bust my add and greet people kindly I’m ignored or brushed off sometimes. I’ve even had people make it seem like the hard work I was doing wasn’t enough, but you’ll have this pretty girl who doesn’t do much of anything get rewarded for the tiniest efforts and it’s just extremely frustrating

It making me feel like my hard work isn’t appreciated and like I might as well not do shit or bother putting effort into anything since it seems like for your efforts to be rewarded and acknowledged you have to be pretty or CANT be ugly

It’s just making me resent not only her, but everyone else because they’re so nice and respectful to her but talk shit about and dismiss everything I do or put effort towards and it’s making me view life as pointless and like you have to be pretty before you can have or do anything

Like the guys and girls are smile to her and greet her warmly and she barely talks she just smiles back and says hi, while I could do the same thing and then hear people talking shit about how creepy and weird I am for not talking more it’s just pissing me off and making me hate everyone