Feeling Lost

Hey guys, I am an IT engineer(23M) with 1.5 years of experience in wordpress web development. I recently resigned from my current job as workload was getting too much for me. I thought of learning video editing OR Game Development OR UI/UX. I started learning unreal engine while looking for job in 3D art field but I cant find anything for a fresher in that field in Vadodara so was thinking of learning Video editing but I am literally confused and afraid that was my decision of leaving company a bad or not or will I ever succeed in the plan I am thinking about or not. I am afraid that I wont be able to achieve something or get another job as things are going. I don't know anymore what should I do or whom should I talk about it anymore...